One or two

B.W.3

Wake up call

it’s hard. it’s hard to break a comfort especially when you’ve seen the great negative effects that could come from breaking this comfort(well, in your mind they will come there is no doubt). it’s terrifying & it can make you sick & everyone acts like it’s easy. everyone acts like you’re awful for keeping things where they are. ‘it’s not healthy!’ how do you know what it is & what it isn’t. you count. everything. you count. a constant math equation that fails to ever equal a number you find fit. subtract again. rearrage the numbers. or rearrange your will. 


there is never any credit given for trying, trying & failing. better luck next time. ‘it isn’t even hard’. it is one vice created when everything was uncertain. so it will forever bring a comforting familiarity. another way to detatch. it’s terrifying to change. especially when you’ve seen the negative effects.

Feel the love

Via -  LikeCOOL

+ Things to do while trying not to feel sorry for yourself

+ listen to alanis morrisette’s “you learn” a hundred times on repeat.  + hike mountains, hills, roads, sculpture parks. + search for new jobs to fix aspects of your life that you actually have control over. + go to bed at 7:30pm and wake up at 5:30am, voluntarily. + daydream about quitting your job and road-tripping across the country. + ride your bike for the first time in years + listen to taylor swift and immediately become happier.  (that girl knows what’s up.) + rent sappy movies like dear john and no strings attached and empathize with the female characters.  + google “the chemical process behind love” to persuade yourself to re-ignite yourself. + breathe.

Via - you are remarkable

Move, Learn, Eat

3 guys, 44 days, 11 countries, 18 flights, 38 thousand miles, an exploding volcano, 2 cameras and almost a terabyte of footage... all to turn 3 ambitious linear concepts based on movement, learning and food ....into 3 beautiful and hopefully compelling short films.....
= a trip of a lifetime.


Via - Rick Mereki

Monkey business

Irreplaceable

You began to be irreplaceable for me long before I had ever heard of you. –Roger Sale

Happiness

“Any experience in love is a good one. It doesn’t matter if it works out, or if you were 12 or 18 or 30 or 60, what matters is that it happened. Each time you experience something like it, even if it isn’t love, but just dating – it is experience that will help you for the time you truly do fall in love. If you spend your high school days randomly dating guys, more power to you, when the guy you love comes along and you want him – you’ll know how to get his attention and how to fall in love safely. It sucks falling in love with someone and not knowing what to do about it. And even if you fall in love like I have and are hurt afterwards, just remember the good parts – I know that there are a lot of sad bits, and that they will remain with me for a long time, but I know that the happy parts will last longer, and that I can live my life knowing that I have those happy parts still at rest in my heart.” - Mr. Fox